Wednesday, February 21, 2007
here it goes...i hate this man. i dun wan to accuse anyone. i admit i did wrong ok. i know ur angry. but. ya, WTF?!~ where do you get this sources?? i juz told one person abt it. why i still cant accept this? steph have been tiring, reminding me not to take things hard but look... look what've you done. it is wad u called "bezfren"? hey, im proud once... so proud having you as MY bezfren. i boast to peepz how good you are, how things worked out well between us. wad happen now? where's the proudness in you?
i dun regret having you as MY bezfren. steph, im sorry. but i really dun regret having her as one even though wad she hav done to me. serious steph. i dun lie to you. im jz sad. why do this frenship have to end. she declared to me, steph. she said who am i to interfere whether she's going to engaged to him or not. devastated. despair. all emotions are mixed lyk rojak. why steph? why do i have to go thru this?i know im not alone. i have u, hanis, lin n the rez of my frens. lose one fren, doens't mean u lose all, right steph? whose fault anyway? i cant accept reality. but do i hav a choice. dun think so. why? why God let me go thru this?
shikin, do u hav to resort to this? dun act as if U can hate me. i know, u cant. no matter wad i've done to u, u wouldn't do dat to me. but bcuz ur heart are divided in 2... him n me. i understands it all... u could explain it to me. no doubt i feel hurt. but still, now WE'RE hurt. this will never ends. he hates me. i hates him. but u CANT hate us. u choose him instead.. i know. my instinct said so. i back off, shikin. n i know she will replaced me. be happy gal... lyk i know, i willBlogged
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