well... i realise i miss alot of things. been working so hard until i dont get a life for myself. no stories updated from peepz around me... so sad...

time been passing me so hard that i didnt realise i've been missing a lot of people who are close to me. sometimes i cant help it to feel neglected and left out. its like everyone been doing their own things. haiz... yaya. Ain can be really pathetic when it comes to this.

anyway... came across Zie's blog and i've been tagged. so here it goes.


1. What is your dream ambition?

* Someone who got higher post in the department.



2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

* having a guy who understand my needs.



3. What will your dream wedding be like?

* to be in a Multi-purpose hall with all friends and relatives.



4. What is the city of your dreams and why?

* never think of it yet though.



5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?

* haha.. nice qns. im a shy person but once you know me, im an extrovert.



6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

* being loved by someone... at least we know someone cared.



7. Do you trust easily?

* sadly i do. but trying to work on it.



8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

* move on. cant simply wait for him, right?.



9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

* my cough is getting worsen.



10. What does your name mean?

* a ray of light?. or is it NO RAIN...??. haha. lame JOKE.



11. Is being tagged fun?

* depends on the person who tagged me.



12. How do you see yourself?

* stupid! easily taken advantage of.



13. Who are currently the most important people to you?

* my close ones.



14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

* Shameless.... praising herself being introvert. aiyoh... wake up la dey!!~



15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

* married but poor. its good that we know someone is there for you even though ur poor.



16. How many children do you want to have, if any?

* 2 is enough la. 1 boy 1 girl. sweet and simple.



17.What's better, to give or to receive?

* give. with sincerity.



18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

* the one that response to my love.



19. Would you give your all in a relationship?

* never try before. but people say better not. it hurts someday.



20. What are you waiting for right now?

* stupid Jakarta Flight.



Tagged by: Azizun Jasmani.
Tagged to: Fana, Dee, Ana, Eqin, Ken, Naq, Ju.





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my "family" in ndp. to0o bad fana wasnt here or not would be completed.



fan and me



Sal and me

im starting to love doing lots n lots of OT... by doing OTs i can meet my dearies. hahaz... dunno how could i miss them so0o much. even though after spending 4 hrs wif them.. like not enough man. the bond that was tied was so strong.. until i also dunno that we are this close.. hahaz

actually im lazy to update. tired ah work work work.

confirm end of the month many peepz out there wanna date me out. one of them is Naq. FOR SURE nye... k slash~



emotional unstabled. always being left out. having lots of frens also no use.





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sorry peepz for the late updating. work have been so hectic. been having back to back flight (means gate to gate non-stop). even though have less than an hour to spend/rest... think it still not enough. im trying to quit smoking, btw.

Life have been so stressful for me. im slowly trying to improving my life. im enjoying every seconds in my workplace. trying to build the bond closer with all the clans... no doubts there will be conflicts along the way. we tried to settle things calmly and slowly. so far... we have been go0d to each other...

i have forget my feelings towards him. i know somehow... this feeling of mine to him will go one day. by keeping my life packed with work, lots and lots of OT, time have heal this wound. by torturing myself to get "black Lungs", i guess it works. haiz... when will this ever right ??



i know i have disappoint you. no words could ever express this regretful feeling of mine. at least u makes me realise that somehow, or rather... there's still someone out there who still cared for me. im sorry i have let you down. im really am. nothing could express my regretness.





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