i screamed and yelled....
why do everything became lyk diz...
am i wrong in the first place?
everyone have their own reasons, their own Life
why do we bother about others?

my life example...

i have a fren, BEZFREN

why do people put grudges on me?
i never disturb any of their personal life
why do mine being disturbed?

emotionally was dragged....

where do i go wrong?
i have a lot of frenz..... THOUSANDS of THEM
i care for their feelings.... CARE for THEM
but wad do i get in returns??

devastated...

i dun hope for a return
i juz hope sumone could give me a frenship..... TRUE FRENSHIP
is it so F**KIN difficult??
i jz dun undstd it

tears rolled down my cheek...

i admit im not a good fren
wen i do good to people...
people will take advantage on me..... TAKE ADVANTAGE

sitting in a CORNER...

im sad.
lookin back at my secondary days, Nitec days, Higher-Nitec days....
i miz my dear frens. i miz my NPCC days. i miz 1T1, 2N1, 3N2, 4N2.
i miz ION. i miz IQQ. all my dear FRENZ.... miz u so much.
no matter wad u guys hav done to me... its all in the past.
for HER.... i miz u damn much....

i post this not to have YOU GUYS have PITY on ME
im juz sharing my stories.... STORIES of MY LIFE

im not NASTY... really

if u guys KNOW ME well......
u know WHO i am
i used to be a TOMBOYISH.... but im NOT a LESBIAN

read my words.... NOT a LESBIAN
so peepz out there....remember THIS....

i AIN'T a LESBIAN

ps: thank you for your co-operation





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