Wednesday, April 04, 2007
        i screamed and yelled....
why do everything became lyk diz...
am i wrong in the first place?
everyone have their own reasons, their own Life
why do we bother about others?
my life example...i have a fren, 
BEZFRENwhy do people put grudges on me?
i never disturb any of their personal life
why do mine being disturbed?
emotionally was dragged....where do i go wrong?
i have a lot of frenz..... 
THOUSANDS of THEMi care for their feelings.... 
CARE for THEMbut wad do i get in returns??
devastated...i dun hope for a return
i juz hope sumone could give me a frenship..... 
TRUE FRENSHIPis it so 
F**KIN difficult??
i jz dun undstd it
tears rolled down my cheek...i admit im not a good fren
wen i do good to people...
people will take advantage on me..... 
TAKE ADVANTAGEsitting in a CORNER...im sad.
lookin back at my secondary days, Nitec days, Higher-Nitec days....
i miz my dear frens. i miz my 
NPCC days. i miz 
1T1, 2N1, 3N2, 4N2.
i miz 
ION. i miz 
IQQ. all my dear 
FRENZ.... miz u so much.
no matter wad u guys hav done to me... its all in the past.
for 
HER.... i miz u damn much....
i post this not to have 
YOU GUYS have 
PITY on 
MEim juz sharing my stories.... 
STORIES of MY LIFEim not 
NASTY... really
if u guys 
KNOW ME well......
u know 
WHO i am
i used to be a 
TOMBOYISH.... but im 
NOT a 
LESBIANread my words.... 
NOT a LESBIANso peepz out there....remember 
THIS....
i AIN'T a LESBIANps: thank you for your co-operationBlogged 
 @ 11:21 PM