how shd i feel now?
SHE get engaged today
but here im stuck at home thinking about the past memories

i decide not to go for the engagement party
i dun even know im invited or not in the 1st place
dats y i dun hav mood for the past few days

haiz...

all i do is sighing

mum's right!

if SHE really wants me to be there
SHE should at least call me
but...
now not even a MSG

im sadd.... (terkilan)

once a bezfren...
now?


forget it



yesterday at NDP
tym to relief stress
stress from work n oso the engagement matter

were late for the 1st tym
usually im on time
but bcuz yesterday riding my Bike
so im late!~

reach ard 10.15 lyk dat
Ken Neo and Ju keep calling me asking where am i
haha... actually could reach on tym
but bcuz i waited for ijah, aini, aziah & fia
at the bus stop
dats y im ended up late with them

played Dog & Bone
haha...
so long nvr play
could say this yr were much better den laz yr
the diff is this yr ALL my mates are much more SPORTING

but worst!~

most are below 87 man...
ard 30% is above 87
aiya...
felt so old wen with them

anyway...

TO AZIZUN
why u nvr reply any of my msg
come on...
we nvr hide anything from each other
we shared our probs together aitez
call me aitez...

TO LYRA
life will not be so easy
the path dat we take depends on how we drove
u gotta keep hangin' there
even though im not by ur side alwaz
my pray will alwaz be with you



ps: Shikin, if ur reading this, Happy Engagement. Miss you so much





Blogged @ 6:00 PM

erm erm....

lemme started off wif a great, big hug....

yester day damn fun... i enjoyed the fun
at last, the Cluster was bonded!!!

yea yea!!!

after the Outing at Esplanade (Under The Bridge)
we go "MAKAN" at CAVANA

1st time babe!!

after makan, thought of going Bowl
but the place were crowded

so we decide to slack at Fountain of Wealth

after taking pics... lotsa them
we go "Fun Factory"

end the day by slacking at Starbucks at Suntec

well... the day were fun...

there is a video for the outing yesterday

its done specially for u guys...

take a look, ya!


anyway...

left 1 week before SHE turns to sumone's fiancee
i dunno whether to go, or not

1. if i go, i dun wan to bear the consequences
2. if i dun go, (once a bezfren), i feel bad

wad shd i do?
fickle-minded as i am
im still a Human Being whom have feelings deep inside
i cry, YES
i smile, YES
all because of this Frenship...

feel its already "on-the-rock"

waiting for "sumone" to push the rock off the cliff...

after that "sumone" do that...
officially, we are NOBODYs

2 years..
how could both of us be so close to each other
but in the end
both wanted to go separate ways

if you're reading this
i wanted to tell u how much i miss you
miss hugging, the jokes, the laughter
and most, the kiss on the cheek

fate brought us together to be frens
maybe fate too made us realise that we dun need each other anymore

other people do have bezfrenz

but do their frenship similar to us?

i dun think so...

Norasikin Binte Ibrahim...

i miss you so much
since the day we disregard each other
im feeling deeply low

no one understands this pain
tears wouldn't bring back the smile

hope after the Engagement
you'll be a new person

start a new beginning wif Him

forget me...
forget the frenship that once built...
forget the nicks we had for each other...

u dun need a fren lyk me, no more
even though its hard on me to forget u n stuffs

all i could do is Pray to God...
Hope God will Light a path of Happiness for both of you...

in this Heart,
you'll alwaz be here...
no one could ever replace you

YOU'RE MY BEZ OF BEZFRENz EVER
THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME, once





Blogged @ 3:11 PM

do u ever feel this way
im sad
im crying
im feeling it



tried to smile
tried to laugh
but it's all fake
a LIE, for matter of fact~!



a drop of tears?


is it worth it for you?


crying my heart out now


thanks for the LIES


i appreciate it so much


im suffering this pain


will these tears change into a smile, a laughter?


i trust u


since the day we became friends


till now


now this heart broken into pieces


do friends do that??


do BEZFREN do that??






ps: is it time to let go of this friendship?





Blogged @ 2:26 PM

i dunno how to feel
am i feeling the right way
the feeling is unbearable
it juz seems poking straight to my heart

juz A letter...
juz 5 mins...
cant you SPARE it
do u know how much i suffer

juz by missing you
i've wasted half of my precious day
juz to think of you

call me aitez
juz A message...
dats all i need from you
its already enough for me...
for my entire day...


-= badly needed you by my side, my dear bezfren =-



ps: hey thanks Ju for giving me encouragement dat i needed... miss ya aitez...





Blogged @ 9:44 PM

here the post for yesterday's outing...

went NDP in the morning
had LJS after Practice
wif Kenneth S, Juaini, Kenneth N
Ken S had to go back as he's in pain
left the 3 of us
went to Marina Sq & Suntec
its a pleasure went out wif u guys
i enjoy it!!

here the pix to express it....



smile.... me, Ju & Ken N



the TLs for group 4, Cluster D NDP 2007



me and Ken N



Peggy, Wei Ling and Me....



Ken S, Hau Teng (mummy), Ken N, Me and Ju



my Cluster's D Flag.... cute isn't it???

pls leave ur comments.... *wink*





Blogged @ 8:17 PM