Blogged @ 1:19 AM

i hav started to lyk u...
weeks by weeks....
but...
ur s0me0ne else's....
parted...
e feelings faded...


den came a prince into her life...
slowly, the feelings were "form"
"Love is in the air...."
is this for real.....???
or is this just infatuation??
can s0me0ne just t0ok a GUN and SHOOT me...
started to lyk him...
May the Love bloss0m lyk the flower blo0ms...


ps: missing my mummy(s), bitch partner(s) and of course... CLUSTER 'D' peepz





Blogged @ 12:41 AM

ps: and of course, my bitch patner...

Blogged @ 1:44 PM

this is the last, last, last, last week's pictures.... haha... no tym to update.. so here the pics uploaded...

the pics was taken yesterday... so.. u guys dun pester for it again...

end the day sadly...
wif a sunk heart, watered-eyes...
wad could i hav done wrong?
these eyes are tired of being attacked by flowly of water...
my minds are blocked...

attitude were showned
expression were felt
the feelings were unbearable

this heart were a fragile one
once br0ken, could never be replaced
shattered pieces of the heart were in a mess
even, a stickable glue wouldn't be good

watered-eyes could be wiped
hardened-heart could be soften
injured=mind could be wounded
but will this be last forever?

mistakes were made
apologies were said
heart the only who could forgive
sincerity forgoes everything....





Blogged @ 1:08 PM

do you think school or work much more easier?
nothing is easy...
work lyk work
school lyk school

talking craps in the morning
had NDP later on
but still up doing things..

Life w/o problems, we wont grow out of it
so.. to the person(s)
be more matured, pls...

hate it man!~

on wednesday, met BK and BQ for dinner. so hungry after work..
ends work at 1930hrs...
msg BQ and BK and ask to accompany me go dinner...
the dinner... lyk dinner sia...
not nice...
BQ: maggi goreng, next tym?? (hmmm.......)

on Thursday, had dinner wif mummy Hau Teng. ate at MOS Burger. nice, but i cannot finish sia. the burger... o00ooo.... lyk burger....

after dat went window-shopping. thought wanna buy some clothes for work, but all doesnt interest me. talked wif mummy about my problems. she gave me all kinds of advices. i really appreciate it mum!~ must meet me more often to share my problems to u. thanks mum for lighten up my burden...

friday evening, had kite cum balloon flying practice. guess wad? my partner didnt appeared today. guess he have sch n cant make it probably. had to wear the harness... and get the chance to get hold of the "balloon-kite".

mummy Fiona called. thought who sia call me..... using home number some more. get scolded from her for nothing. why? bcuz of BK n BQ lo.. late late late!~ forever late la both of u!~ actually, she called me not for scolding me. she called me to do her a favour. so in return?? dinner wif me... anyway, mummy injured her ankle. gonna miss her for 2weeks... 2 weeks!!! imagine that... wah piang le... cannot make it sia... every week i must see my both mummy(s)... and now she's injured. haiyahh... next tym walk, see properly lo... see, now u get hurt already. haiz... serious le... but nvm though... she promise to have dinner wif me one of the days.... make sure okay, mummy!


ps: u dun need to contact me if it meant to hurt me... dun give me hope... i dun need ur hope...





Blogged @ 2:51 AM

i never wanted this to happen
it is really my fault?
why is this happening to me?
and only me?

to the one concerns...
i never intend to hurt u in any ways
im a Team Leader, yes
but im not ur slave
im a friend of urs, yes
but im not a "scapegoat"

why do u hav to get angry wen it is ur fault?
i juz do my job
i dun wanna get involved
its ur pay, not mine
its ur job, not mine
up to u to decide

i cant force everyone to lyk me
n its up to u now to decide

i dun wish to see u in COURT
i dun wish im in there to be a WITNESS
where's my fault dat u hav to blamed on me?

u wan the pay, u get it
but in the end...

work hav been disaster for me
haiz...
i dun wish to be a Project Leader
im BORN with it
wad could i do?
tell me....
tell me ALL the POSSIBILITIES....

i wish i could hav HER by my side now
i wish i could lean on HER shoulder now
i wish i could call HER and cry my heart out now
i wish i could share with HER all my probs now

do YOU know how much i miss YOU
do YOU know how i struggle my life thru w/o YOU
do YOU know how DIScourage i am w/o YOU
do YOU know how my heart needs a FREN lyk YOU

useless
stubborn
disheartened
lack of luck
crying
stressing
hurt
everthing


im crying now..... alone






Blogged @ 9:26 PM

so sorry guys. i really been so0 busy until i hav no time to update
even MY COSTUME haven't been washed yet
been searching for the day which i could stay in the toilet for long
to everyone who never fail to blog-hop my blog, im grateful
therefore, thanks so much
to my peepz out there (u knw who u r),
i promise i'll update a better, long 0ne for u guys...



PS: To my peepz.... whoever can make it for the dinner on FRIDAY NIGHT, msg me back aitez. might probably eat at Sakura Cuisine at Far East Plaza. Pass around the msg. Confirm wif me by thursday night. Pls Pls Pls Pls direct to peepz that ARE slow 0k...











missing you guys alwaz....





me and Mummy Fiona





Mummy Hau Teng and the rest






Blogged @ 10:19 PM