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Thursday, July 05, 2007

i never wanted this to happen
it is really my fault?
why is this happening to me?
and only me?

to the one concerns...
i never intend to hurt u in any ways
im a Team Leader, yes
but im not ur slave
im a friend of urs, yes
but im not a "scapegoat"

why do u hav to get angry wen it is ur fault?
i juz do my job
i dun wanna get involved
its ur pay, not mine
its ur job, not mine
up to u to decide

i cant force everyone to lyk me
n its up to u now to decide

i dun wish to see u in COURT
i dun wish im in there to be a WITNESS
where's my fault dat u hav to blamed on me?

u wan the pay, u get it
but in the end...

work hav been disaster for me
haiz...
i dun wish to be a Project Leader
im BORN with it
wad could i do?
tell me....
tell me ALL the POSSIBILITIES....

i wish i could hav HER by my side now
i wish i could lean on HER shoulder now
i wish i could call HER and cry my heart out now
i wish i could share with HER all my probs now

do YOU know how much i miss YOU
do YOU know how i struggle my life thru w/o YOU
do YOU know how DIScourage i am w/o YOU
do YOU know how my heart needs a FREN lyk YOU

useless
stubborn
disheartened
lack of luck
crying
stressing
hurt
everthing


im crying now..... alone






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