after few years, i feel that life have been great for me. i have new frens who come by and also old frens who's left me. God have made me realise to cherish every moment of my precious life while im still given this chance. being left by my own bestfriend,i felt that this world doesnt mean anything to me anymore. i dun trust anyone else. to me, she's the only one i trust. i live for her, and i will do anything just for her. a bestfriend whom i depends on. life been great with her by my side. but not until the incident happen. how i wish the incident never happen. or maybe whatever happen, happens for a reason. well... now, i began to forget her. i dun want her to be by my side anymore. i have "grown-up". i need her no more. i thought life is all about fantasy. every wishes will always come true. but i was wrong. i thanks God for opened my heart. Since the death of my late uncle; i was greatly affected. i began to sit down and think, soul-searching. its time for me to change my attitude. slowly, bit by bit, i changed. life is not about dreaming, but life is about how you create urself to be a better person. for 18 years, i have been wasting my youth, without having to think of my future. now, im 20. i just cant keep on wasting my life without having any vision in life. God created us. but its us who create ourself, no one could. be it ur a girl, boy, women, men, lesbian, gay, im sure we all have the same mission; to be a better person. for those who are not on the right path, i always pray to God to help this people; to lead them on the right path. it takes time, i know. reflects on wad we have done in our past. is this the right decision we have made for ourself? will our parents be proud of us for wad we have done? no one is perfect in this world. in fact, trying to be perfect doesnt help at all. wad we need is guidance from HIM. life and death is all fated. we all have to die one day. but, do we need to die of regretion? while we still have time; change for the better. we need tym, yes, but we must try. saying doesnt help at all.



to all my frens who have affect me deeply, this is the least i could do...

Azizun Binte Jasmani;
i want to say thank you for the 2years frenship. all those fights, misunderstanding, tears and joy we have shared, i hope it will never fades away. no matter wad happen, you have to be strong to go thru it. think of HIM, pray to HIM, and insyaallah, everything will be fine... just fine. im sorry for all the tears, fights we have in the past. and now, i thank God for let me having you by my side whenever i needed you to. even though we always lead to misunderstanding, but im contented wif the frenship we have. may our frenship last long... insyaallah

Siti Nur Adillah Binte Mustapha;
even though we are not close with each other, thanks for understanding me as a fren. sorry for all the misunderstanding we have in the past, and may our frenship last long.. insyaallah

Siti Naqiah Binte Mohammed Nahadi;
shorty! thanks so much for being my deadly-duo. even though our age gap are so much different, thanks for understanding me as a fren/sis. for those times we have together, the tears, the smile, the joys, remember, im always here for you. forgive me for all those stupid mistakes

Juaini Binte Ishak;
thanks for the frenship. all this while, u have made me smile. thanks so much sis. im sorry for all the mistakes done

Syazwani Binte Roslan;
thanks for being there. and thanks for the gift. its cute though. i love it so much

Nurasiqin Binte Mohamed;
my precious daughter!!! iboO love you so much. thanks for being there for me

Farhanah Binte Muhammad;
my another daughter, thanks for being there. sorry for all the mistakes done

to the rest of all my friends;
im not a perfectionist. therefore, forgive me for all the mistakes done. in this Ramadhan Month; as im turning 20; wanted to start new afresh.

to all my muslims readers;
SLEAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN. SALAH DAN SILAP, HARAP DI MAAFKAN.

BERTAUBAT LAH DI HARI YANG MULIA, INI....





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