im so gonna miss him
he's going away for 2 weeks

dun thnk the other way
he's just a friend; not more not less

he will be coming back on the 5th of Nov
*sedih la kan*
he wont be coming along for Raya Outing



i msged her
but aint no reply

im sad?
im furious?

nope...
expected it

i know she wouldn't reply my msges
even though...

where do i stand now?
is the frenship still burning?

if yes, why she's avoiding me?
if no, why she's contacting me?

my mind blank!

i still dun get the answer from her
why should i keep on waiting for that answer?

i just wants the truth
does she still regard me as her bezfren or JUST a fren?

i dunno...
im confused!

why do i still holding on to this frenship?
why? why? why?

argghhh...!!!!!!


To my dear Shikin;

if you happen to read this post, i have something to say to you
for all the tears, joy and secrets we have shared
you always know that you will be kept in my heart, forever
i dun mean harm by doing this to you
i mean well
how long are we going to hold on to this frenship?
its like;
im standing on the cliff, waiting for you to push me down
do i deserves this treatment?
do i deserves this?
its good enough he hates me to the core
but he's no angel
i have said this before;
one day, you have to choose between me (this frenship) or him (your lovelife)
i know its difficult for you to make this decision
but you have to, my dear
dun keep me hanging like this
im wondering if he's an angel;
sent by GOD to punish you for not acknowleged me as your fren, bezfren


*aku sedih tau, Kin. siang malam aku nangis pikirkan tentang nie. dulu, bila kau perlukan aku, aku berada disisi kau, tiap saat, tiap waktu. fitnah org terhadap kita, aku tak pedulikan. tapi skg, pasal Faz, kau tinggalkan persahabatan ini. aku tak ungkit, Kin. bahkan, aku selalu berdoa agar hati Faz akan terbuka satu hari nanti. kau dtg dan pergi sesuka hati kau. aku bukan anak patung, Kin. aku manusia. i have feelings too*


Allah have wakes me up from this long dream
i began to move on with my life
i know i have to leave her, one day
sooner or later is the matter of time

and now,
im glad

they came into my life
wen i needed someone the most

the least, i know
they will be there for me

to that;

i want to take this opportunity to thanks;

Hau Teng
Fiona
Azizun Jasmani
Siti Naqiah Mohammed Nahadi
Juaini Ishak
Syazwani Roslan
Farhanah Mohamed
Kenneth Neo Sian Wei
Kenneth Sashi
Nazri

and not forgetting

Norsuhaila Dollah

the people i mentioned above
have made a great impact in my life

therefore, i thank you all for
making this a reality for me





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