haiz...

i started missing everyone...

sudden rush of missing everyone. work was just 0K. nothing great.

went to visit Ken S. He's 0k. the Operation was successful. And guess wad. its not only the 'Muscles Tear' but to his surprise; and ours; there's an 'UNKNOWN' bone grown and its apparently growing and somehow 'block' the other parts of bone. like interception lah.. the bone was taken out. and Ken are healing. although still weak, but i know, deep inside he's grateful to 'win' this battle of his. As one of his close frens, im proud for him and he knows im always be there when he needed one.

saw Mummy Fiona in the MSN. talked to her for a while as she's busy. haiz.. miss her so much seyy... last i met her was on the NDP Appreciation Dinner. how long was that??
Mummy Hau Teng and Her beloved Husband, JunYuan went to Israel three days ago. They are going there for 2 weeks.. haiz.. no lunch/dinner with her for this period. Pray for her safety trip over there.

last but not least...

"i understand that you're busy with ur FYP. but cant you even msg/call me to talk for just 5 mins? haiz... it looks like... nevermind. "ade otak, pikir sendiri, k"...'





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the loves of cousin never fails to whipe off from the smile of our faces.
i love my cousin.. kinship.. very very important!


anyway...

Someone have Lost. Someone have Lost this battle. the winner; of course will be Me. i did told you that you could never win this battle. see.. im right, i've won. face it. "be ashamed to lose to a women like me, hah~"

and i pray to Allah may atok get well from Coma. may he be blessed by Allah "dan di-panjangkan umur, insyallah...."

dear S,
dun be hard on urself. i know you may not be feeling good this days after wad ever have happen. you gotta be strong, fren. "Allah sayangkan umat-Nya yang selalu bersabar dan tenang menghadapi segalanya" all we gotta do now is Pray. that's the only Key to the locked. i always told you this and im going to say it again. I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU. NO MATTER WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME; NO MATTER WHAT HE HAVE DONE TO ME; I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE, GIVING YOU MORAL SUPPORT IN TIMES YOU NEED IT. no matter what you have done, like i have always said, you will always be inside my heart, my dear fren. you have to be strong, kak nyet.



i like him;
the day we meet;
the times we sms each other;
the way i missed him when he's away;
the way he smiled at me;
the way he talked to me;

i dun want him to know i have fallen for him. from the first day Ken Sashi introduced him to the "Donut Clans" i have this feeling that he's the one. but i tried all ways to deny the fact. but as time goes by, when we started to sms each other, i dunno how this feeling were born. i like him. i have fallen for him, i know. but, i trust my instinct. i feel dat he have feelings for other girl... not me. and now, im trying to get away from him. i dun wan to hurt myself. i think, i will be better off alone, rather put some false hope. the more i tried to runaway from him, the more it become strong. but, as i said. i think i better be frens with him, rather than losing him. *smile* i'll be fine.



the writer,







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some of you might think it is ridiculous but this is what i am doing now; crying over a PSP. apparently, i never ill-treat my dear PSP but too my disappointment, my elder sis ill-treat it. the PSP dropped and the UMD was out from the cartridge. Oh God. my heart sinked when my sis br0ked the news to me. now my PSP cant w0rked properly. must send to repair tomorrow.


went out with Nazri, Ken Sashi, Naq and Ken Neo. its been a while since the last time i bowl. well, today "Girl-Power". i've won the first set whereas Naq won the second. the guys? aiyoyoyo.... Lembek laaa... den went a little of shopping. bought some old schools cds. anyway... had a great time hanging out with them.


haiz... changing my number again.


to you whom reading this;
why cant you stop harassing my life? like please la... SHE have nothing to do with me anymore. like grow up la. act like your age, can? what did you get by "spying" on me? no use la. its good enough you scold Vulgarities to me that day. some people Never grow up. your are one example. i dont need to go far. better go and take-up courses that teach you how to become a GOOD fiancee and husband. dont waste your bloody time reading my blog; checkine up my friendster. the fact that NEVER EVER change; a PLAYBOY will always be a PLAYBOY.


friends come and go. which one stays? in times when you need someone, where is that someone? to think that someone is someone that you could trust on; abandon you just like that. i was hurt; disappointed. that someone wasnt there for me to share my tears with. but in times when that someone needed me to; i never fail to be there; be it rain or shine. my mum told me off, makes me think whats the best things in life that ought to be with. finding a friend whom could be there for your tears; such an ass. only God that knows how i felt when that someone wasnt there for me.


think i ought to "back-off" from this. i got the instinct that he's seeing someone else. im not hurt. bcuz i know, i dont put on hopes for him although i know, he's the one for me. well, love come and go. i dont mind sacrifice this. i know he's my Mr Right but i guess, he's just not fated for me to be with. i leave it to God.





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i was sad.

my phone was stolen
but yet;
you can make a joke out of it

its ok though

i'll be strong

to them who listen yesterday;
thanks so much

my mum was right

wen people need you;
you tried all ways to help them
but wen it is ur turn;
they just turn their back on you

its ok. im fine.

frens in need is a fren indeed.

"biar lah Allah membalas perbuatan mereka"





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actually...
im so-not-in-the-mood to update
its lyk there's nothing to update about
go work morning
reached home
too lazy to on pc

anyway....
kenny sms-ed me yesterday night
He's home!

yeay-ness!!!!

but too bad he cant be with us for the jalan raya thingy

no more to say..

so..
let the pictures ends my post;



Naq & Me -=DeadLy-Duo=-



Family Potrait... (cannot imagine Me & Rasyid... aduiiiiii)



Artistic Potrait



My house.... with "becok in pink"



i may smile... but wad lies within... its hard to explained





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