it's been months...

there's still no news of her. i miss her. i dunno wad could i do to make it up to her. where do the mistakes lies at? am i in the wrong? i miss her.. damn lots. only God knows how much i miss her. i want her back in my life.... but i know its too way impossible. maybe... she have lead to a better life without me by her side.

where do we go wrong?
what was the mistakes?
how much does our friendship valued at?

there's a saying, "there's a tears behind every smile"
i tried to be happy. no more sadness... no more tears... the day we go on our own ways.. i hav promise to myself, no more tears... only happiness... i tried so hard..

but it seems God control everything. this friendship cant go away. the feeling is so great that i badly wanted to see her. i wanna tell her what im going through. if only she could feel the same way... if only i could be a little patience... if only things werent this way... then this all wouldnt happen...

i miss her badly... i dunno what could be done...

i know i was wrong...
who could be blamed on?
if only He could be a little understanding...
if only "Sorry" could be a little of help...


i want you back in my life...
this friendship wouldn't be wonderful without you by my side...
please forgive me, my dear friend...
i'll be lost without you here to guide me along...
i promise to be a good friend...
i promise...





Blogged @ 7:18 PM

i miss you





Blogged @ 11:24 PM

just finished watch "Gol & Gincu" at Suria. gosh~ that scumbag have to be jailed for causing Shasha be in Coma. Partly, its not Irwan fault to be blamed. its just Haikal for being paranoid over nothing. pity Shasha. when she was in the Coma, "Girlfriends" took turn to accompany her although they dunno when she will wake-up. in that drama, i love to be "Zie". she's the "rock" among all the Girlfriends. when everything happens, she realised that she's have not be a good friend to Shasha. gosh... u guys should watch it man. watch the drama every Tuesday night, 9.30pm on Suria. for those who value friendship, watch it.


all i just want... is to have friends like them. i know we cant relate our life to the drama but i just love to be like one of them. having friends who can called-up everyday when you're in doubts, who meet each other once a week, who will be there for you when you're in tears. haiz.. if only i have those kind of friends... if possible.. i would want to be like "Zie" in that drama... alah... you guys should watch it... and feel the show... then you guys will understand what im saying....





thanks god we're back as deadly-duo.
i hope this time around no more misunderstanding ok.





Blogged @ 10:35 PM

Ain and Kak Ju



SHAH ISKANDAR



Him and Her
(just friends...aitez!)





u dont have to say the word "sorry".
i guess it doesnt have its meaning anymore.
BEAR IN MIND.
respect others before earning their respect.





Blogged @ 3:32 PM