i dun get it. its not im always "bubble" or "lying". i really cant and wad i need is just the word "Understand". try put urself in my shoes. ur mum is alone at home. no one... NO ONE is at home except ur mum. den wad? u still go out happily with ur frens and left ur mum alone at home? everyday... ur siblings are working PLUS you. no one at home for ur mum to talked to. and now... when you're not working, ur off day, u still want to spend time with ur frens instead of ur mum? if any of my siblings are at home, den i could spend time with my frens... i just need the word "Understand". if u couldn't understand me.... den its ok.. say anything you want... ur not in my shoe... u guys just dun understand. the reason why im still single wen all my siblings are together, its bcuz i cared for my mum. and i dun hav time to spend with that guy. even though i longed to have someone by my side, the feel to be loved by someone that i loved but i couldnt... i scared if i dun have time for both... i do love someone at this moment... but i guess this love would just be inside of me....










work is just fine with me.




iLy





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Being a Muslim means to always smile, no matter how difficult life gets, for it will last a while

It means greeting people of all ethnicities and races, with a salutation of peace, smiling at all faces

Always helping the elderly, and the one in need, and to give in charity, not to be overcome by greed

We must to desire perfection, in piety and gratitude. Always be humble and not have an attitude

It means to obey your parents, not to raise your voice in their sight, and to walk away if someone wants to fight

So am I a Muslim by action, or a Muslim by name, the first is a believer and the other is a shame

I must never become arrogant, boastful, or proud, nor utter silly words, or speak loud

I must respect all Christians, regardless of their behavior, even though we say Jesus wasn’t a savior

I can’t transgress in the earth, I know right from wrong, so I better correct my past, I won’t live too long

Before I’m 6 feet under, and taking nothing with me but my deeds, no more things to worry about, no more needs

As I face my Lord, did I really prepare for that day, from the way I lived my life, it seems I was astray’

So even as a Muslim, I will be punished for my sins if I fail, by going to hell, which ain’t nothing like jail

So I’m not special for being a Muslim at all, if my actions are on the down fall

If people don’t see Islam in my actions, then what do I have to propose, nothing good in my image, which people oppose

So I stand up in prayer, asking God to give me His light, to walk humbly on earth, and to make things right

God created us weak, and in distress, so we can always turn to Him when our life is a mess

God created us to worship Him, not that He is in need, nor will He ever be in need for us, for were only a seed

God taught us the way we should compose our life, to live in harmony and not cause strife

He taught us our purpose and gave us direction; He is tired of hearing everyone’s objection

Thinking that we can develop better standards of living than our Lord, if you live life this way, you won’t get a reward

So I better stop hurting people, God even counts a woman’s tears, while many other people remain in fear

Fear of dying with no shelter, nor food, many more are depressed, in a delusional mood

So I must extend a helping hand to establish goodness to humanity, because too many people are living in insanity

If someone wrongs me, must I retaliate and fight, can I just forgive them, if I have the light

The light of Allah that He gives to whom He please, the only one who gets it are those who bow on their knees

To acknowledge to the creator, that you are indebted to His service, to not get caught up in life, always feeling nervous

The world wasn’t made just for me, we all have a share in its joys and sorrow, so let’s focus on today, for nothings promised tomorrow

So a Muslim who preaches the message must resemble goodness and piety, and to acknowledge there is only one Deity

His name is Allah., He is the One and Only, if you don’t worship Him, you will remain lonely

He is the One who brings life to what was dead, so calling on Him at night, while you lay in bed

And thank Him, o Muslims, for all of His gifts, for if you remain ungrateful, His punishment is swift.

God put us in this world to see how we react, but we failed many times, that’s a fact

So pour out your heart to the one and Only Creator, don’t live your life like a movie that’s playing in the theatre.

Being a Muslim means being grateful for your health, nothing can replace it, not even all the wealth

It means to fear Allah, night and day, and to always reflect, one day you’ll perish away

It means to pray qiyam il layl, out of love and desire, doing that for Allah will raise your iman much higher

It means to not even say one harsh word to your father and mother, to honor your sisters and even your brothers

It means to believe without doubt in the unseen, and to thank Allah for this glorious deen

It means to establish the prayer 5 times a day, the key to heaven, there’s no other way

It means to spend from your wealth to those who live on the streets, who have no place to live, who are called dead beats

It means to honor all the prophets, and imitate their deeds, respect their accomplishments, and follow their lead

It means to excel in learning Islamic knowledge, for the sake of Allah, and to convey it with humility, for it belongs to Allah

We don’t benefit Islam by being Muslims, but it is Islam that elevates the soul, it gives us our sense of purpose, our ultimate goal

It means to treat your neighbor with love, as if related to you by blood, for both of us came straight from mud

It means to honor women by lowering our gaze in their sight, and recite Dua in the middle of the night

It means to glorify Allah, and praise him year after year, and to always know His Judgment is near

It means to go to the Mosque, and thank God for the Nur He gave you, to keep begging Him to guide you and eventually save you

From the punishment of the fire, and the punishment of the grave, so keep walking with reflection or you won’t be saved

Islam, what a beauty, what does it do to a person, it relieves him from stress, so he can stop cursing

Islam calls us to piety, to worship one deity, which would help us relieve our anxiety

Islam is a reward, not a punishment or pain, so read the Koran with reflection, or you’ll be inhumane

Being a servant of God is the most precious role, it takes you out of darkness, nourishes your soul

What more can you ask for, than having contentment, but when you ignore God, you’ll feel resentment

Should I oppress Jews and Christians and every other faith, does the Koran allow me to have such hate?

Does Islam allow me to cheat people from what’s rightfully theirs, and if I steal, is that Islamically fair?

Does Islam order Muslims to convert people out of force, to know the answer, you must read it’s source

It’s called the Holy Koran, a book so divine, yet Most Non-Muslims never gave it any time

To examine its teachings, with an open mind and heart, but instead they attack it, and rip it apart

How can we blame them for their actions, when we failed at representing Gods religion, instead we criticize each other daily, were getting in divisions

So Muslims, we have to spark a fire of love that transcends, to every Non-Muslim, not just our friends

Islam is not just for Muslims, but for all races and faces on earth, if you never accept it, you’ll never know what its worth

So I send you tidings of peace, and I will continue my mission, of spreading this glorious deen, which gave me a vision

I want to make a confession, before we have another recession, if we don’t strive for God, He will implement another succession

A succession of new people who will die in jihad, and people who, when hear the Koran, are very glad

So exchange your tears for hope of a brighter tomorrow, because Islam doesn’t guarantee there won’t be sorrow

Allah didn’t say heaven is easy to achieve, you have to be active, it’s not enough to just believe

Did the prophets suffer, or did they escape the trials they faced, so if we follow in their footsteps, their struggles we must taste

So being a Muslim means to conquer the weakness in your soul, not to follow your passions, getting trapped in a bigger whole

It means to spend the last ten nights of Ramadan in prostration, to honor Allah with a koranic recitation

How much more time will we waste, before we leave this world of toil, and get punished in hell as it boils

So always ponder that today might be your last day, so fulfill your contract with Allah, or he will leave you astray

Muslims, please awaken, from this sleep you’ve been taken, and get serious with your lives, or else one day you’ll be forsaken

It’s better to live in the streets and having God on your side, so stop swerving in wrong directions, and start to abide

Abide to His laws, for Allah was always Kareem, just keep calling on Allah no matter how difficult life may seem


When you wake up on the Day of Judgment after been sleeping many years, you won’t realize how long you’ve been asleep, for you’ll be filled with tears


So if you’re a Muslim, then don’t damage mother earth, take care of her soil, for one day you’ll return to her dirt

Enjoy helping people, and take the bitterness out of your heart, for if you intend to stay devious, it will tear you apart

So make friends, and establish justice in society, always preach to people that there is only one deity.

Taken from http://nusms.blogspot.com







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i dunno if i should be happy or not...
but wad i know for sure, i must be thankful to God for letting her be my fren again...

i miss my hunny...
i dunno if this is wad it takes to be in ___.
im afraid to acknowledge it.
is this ___.
or...
is this just an infatuation.
haiz...
but for sure hunny and i agreed to let the time lead us...
if there is, there will...

im scared to admit it...
did hunny feel the same way too?
or am i the only one who feel this way?

we never meet nor face-to-face before..
how could i eveR, evER, eVER, EVER falls for himm....??
this is so, sO, SO ridiculous....
i miss hunny's voice.... i miss hunny's lame joke...
but did hunny feel the same way...

watever it is..

we just leave it to God..
"Let time lead the way"



Anyway...
Happy Belated Birthday to:-

26 Dec - Nur Aziah Binte Hj Roslan
29 Dec - Siti Naqiah Binte Muhd Nahadi
31 Dec - Eiira Syahirah
03 Jan - Siti Syazwani Binte Muhd Roslan

There's nothing i could give to you guys....
Except for my Prayers...
"May Allah Bless You Guys And May HIM Give You Guys Wealth And Health That You Need...."





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