again.. he have gone away from here. for how long, im not too sure. i dont want to know. but do i have a choice to chose? if i were given a chance, i would want to have the courage to tell him that i miss him so much... i like him. the feeling inside of me... it was indescribable. i cant express this feeling. i just dont know how. i dont want him to know. i rather keep quiet than being rejected. *so typical*
yes.. i admit i like him and i miss him.
but the words...
his words...
i dont know... maybe i have started hating him.
1stly, bcuz he dont know me well yet. 2ndly, im just stating the fact. 3rdly, it was SO wrong to tell that straight to the face.
maybe i was just wrong for liking him. or maybe this feeling shouldnt develop in the first place.
ah...
how could this happen... why? maybe i shouldnt even put some feelings on him. maybe i should treat him like a friend. Just a Friend will do. i dont know. i know he dont have feelings for me. my instinct told me so..
or maybe....
just maybe....
im destined to wait for him...
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