went out with Suk for movie. watch "Congkak" at GV Tamp Mall. its a 10 thumbs up for that show. scary and funny. headed Cavana White Sands after that. Suk's threat. then we decide to walk over to e-hub and make our round there. since its still early, we decide to walk from White Sands all the way to West Plaza, where Suk's lived at. waited for 81 to come. while waiting, Kakak called. i got this habit not to pick up calls when im outside wif someone. so i know im gonna take a long time on the phone that i asked Suk to go hm 1st.

while talking on the phone, everything went smoothly. we change thoughts and so on. i reached home... that's where the "drama" start. dun wanna state what happen. but tears suddenly flow from my eyes.. i cant control it anymore. Anger, Sad, Frustrated, everything just Lumped into One, until i myself dunno how i felt originally. "dont ever erased that Sincerity of urs from you"...

sometimes i dunno... being nice also no use. alah... no use in saying all this. things already happen. yes, i cried. but this pain and experience will just makes me stronger that i thought i couldnt. "dun let this things weakened u... makes this as a stepping stone for u to success"... Kakak have given me a lot of courage. until now, i will not forget what she have done to or for me. Words couldnt express how i felt when i was told that im terminated from work. Yes. Terminated. for what reasons, i dun even know. im trying hard to find the reason but i found none! yes, it was cruel of them to do that way... at least give me until end of week or wad. now, its gg to 5pm u tell me that u want to terminate me. Reason: "i dunno how to put in words but i hav no choice but to say this. the higher management have decide... the sales recently not doing well... so they decide to terminate Temp Staff.. and WITH IMMEDIATE EFFECT."

wad the FUCKING hell...!!

im a Human Being. i have feelings. u told me when ppl gg to knock off from work in matter of time. how am i to settle things in One and a Half hour time. i am hurt by them. i do all the work u have given me. i did my best to finish all in time. but yet, after all i did, this is how they re-pay me. Right... im just a Temp Staff.. it hurts anyway... thanks for the treatment u all given me... thanks so much...

now... the most person i miss and cared abt is her...








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