work have been so hectic for me. boring. no flight to be in the Gate Hold Room. tired. but nevertheless. its been a 3 weeks but i still cant find my damn small favourite memory card which i lose it. i dunno sia where i put. cant remember.

anyway. Saturday, 2 Aug. NDP Preview. but damn it. im in morning shift. "Anyone can change shift wif me..???" but for sure i have taken off for 9 Aug..but in return i have to give my OM the goodie bag...(Bribery)...

inside transit.. been eyeing on the DSLR Canon. if only could buy... $1.5K. who can supply me... plus Staff Discount..ard $1.45K. can la.. "Sape nak supply aku...???"

Alpha, Bravo and Charlie all duty never clash. damn it!

Alpha: Komathi, Apit, Ayub, Dina, Kak Monica
Bravo: Lina and Me
Charlie: Ezan, Saleeni, Farhana, Tiena

macam wad sia... Lina and I only sia in Bravo. then the rest together. i talk to Lina, Lina talk to me. aduii.. so boring. macam tak fair sia.... if Alpha Off, Bravo Morning, Charlie Night. if Alpha Morning, Bravo Night, Charlie Off. haiz....

today night shift. must bring my crossword puzzle book. if not later get boring.. aduii... must bring 2 extra hp battery. in case flat, den it should be dead boring...

been missing three session of NDP this year. one on the 19th, 26th the outing never go, and 2nd the preview. gosh.... miss all of them la kan. but managed to meet them on the 19th night after their NDP prac. i think on the 2nd i can make it la to meet them all... finish work ard 7.30, rush go there ah ape lagi kan...

takde ke u peeps from NDP miss me??? hurhurhurhur.....

Zie, Dee... cepat lah date aku... kite pi makan tong seng !!!!!! aku da rindu dgn korang niie....
korang tak rindu aku ke....?????









Blogged @ 8:47 AM

the week for me are so hectic. i couldnt do much during the OJT training. my mind wasnt on the job. keep thinking of things i would rather not say. was attached to Budget Terminal. The Staff Arrival was an easy job. just have to screen the staff. but of course, having intrusion exercise day by day somehow makes me more focus on my job. hmm... today my off day. tomorrow attached to Terminal 2. hope will not be as bad as i thought. i mean all my other colleagues have been the "real" situation. but as for me, having to screen own staff rather than facing the passenger, dont really know how to face or handle them. hah! sucks. people keep saying and boasting about their encounter during the attachment. for me, wad could i say?.

stand down from T3 office at 1820 hours. went off with farhana to take Train cuz meeting up wif dila(daughter), dilah and chloe. while waiting for them, me and farhana sitting at in front of 7-11 and smoke. i was so frustrated wif other colleagues that i smoke damn alot. and worse.. farhana keep offering me smoke and smoke. siao... one stick after another... waiting for them... i think that one box of cigarettes, me and she can finish up one day sia...









Blogged @ 10:25 AM

Hanis.



Best Buddies... And Always Will.



Hanis and Me



Lin and Me



Steph and Me



With groom(Fiancee)



sweet couplez

yesterday never went for NDP Training because stupid 3-days course. i simply never understand the Lecturer teaching. macam this 3-days course, go for nothing. macam waste my time... anyway... i did pass my test 0k...

end at 3pm. meet up Lin at Toa Payoh Central and off we go meet the rest at Yishun Mrt Stn. its been 1 yr ++ since last time i meet they all. miss them so much. and i cant believe that Hanis is getting engaged. Congrats dear. and as usual... Amz will be late. So is Steph, but its unlikely of her laa to be late. she went to Amz house 1st b4 meeting up me and Lin.

im sleepy. want to take some rest.

ps: im immature? hmm... like that no need to read my blog la k. i dun a reader like you.





Blogged @ 10:22 PM

Instructions : Remove one question from below and add in your own personal question.
Make it a total of 20 question then tag 8 people from your list.
List them out at the end of this post.
Notify he or she through their tagboard.


1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
* mecca... to do my haj

2. What's your favourite thing to do?
* being myself

3. Do you think money can buy happiness?
* wait long long... its the stupidest of all if anyone believe in it

4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
* a car license

5. Things you can't live without
* psp and hp

6. What are you afraid to lose?
* someone i cared for

7. If you win 1 million, what would you do?
* send my mum and dad to mecca for haj

8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
* having a stable career, married to my love one and having car license

9. List down 3 good points of the person(s) who gave this survey:=
* Azhari = sexy, hot and pampered
* Ju = sweet, cute and 3rd buddy!

10. What makes me happy?
* when seeing my love ones happy

11. What type of person do you hate most?
* hypocrites and stalker

12. If you could have a superpower what would it be?
* to heal people

13. Which season do you like?
* cloudy

14. Who do you think is the most important thing in your life?
* who? my family.

15. If you have a boyfriend, would you die for her?
* not unless his my husband-to-be

16. Who was the last person who hugged you?
* my darling, komathi (at workplace)

17. What is the one thing you want badly now?
* he should know

18. Whom are you close to?
* Suk. Ana. Dee and 3rd buddy(s)

19. Favourite colours of your world?
* sky blue

20. What is your biggest regret?
* Life is not about regretting. as long as u know u have ur part, everything lies in the hand of GOD.

8 People to do will be
Nur A'dilah Ali Rahman
Imelzawani Ismail
Azizun Jasmani
Siti Adilah Mustafa
Kenneth Sashi
Siti Naqiah Muhd Nahadi
Farhanah Mohamed
Nurasiqin Mohamed





Blogged @ 7:21 PM

sometimes i wonder why i do that.
if only i have hide everything.
if only i never say it out.
but feelings are meant to be told and expressed.
i know it will be this outcome.
there will never have this chance to be together.
love and like are two different things.
wad if we are never meant to be together.
and thats mean i have to accept this facts.
maybe this is my fate.
yes, i may be sad or in tears.
but rejection doesnt mean the end of the world.
maybe i just havent found the right one yet.
tears is normal.
and i guess i have to bear with it.
i do like him.
but it takes two hands to clap.
one-sided love.
it just dont work-out.





Blogged @ 8:50 PM

training was fun. full of laughters. but i think when come to the real test, i guess confirm all "gabra" one. haha.... all take the practice soo00oo lightly. that's why when come to the real test, byk fail... aduii...





Blogged @ 9:04 PM

at last i get to know the truth. being feeling paranoid isnt going to help. sometimes u just need courage. i have the courage at last. i did ask him. i was relieved..... i hope things getting better.





Blogged @ 8:23 PM

both my sis just bought a laptop for each. dad pays for it. me? i ask dad to bought me PS2 but the shop close already. to0 bad la. maybe next off day, dad will buy it for me. desktop is down at the moment. so have to lend my younger sis for laptop to blog. haixx.... i was devastated la. sad siol... thought of reformatting everything at the desktop for my personal use, but down pulak. dad promised me to get it repair for me. yeahnesss!! so, the meantime i have to borrow my younger sis her laptop.



my days have been in bad luck i guess. things always doesnt seems to go the way i want it. frenship? until now, frankly, i dunno who my true fren are. i have alot of frens...but.. i dunno. if u were to ask me who i treasure my frens most, i have a hard time thinking whom i should treasure most.






people DO have two-faced. who doesn't? nevermind... i dont think im going to carry on...

anyway... yesterday is my 1st day wearing the uniform. i do lo0k smart with the tie on. there's a picture for the day...









Blogged @ 9:06 PM