Sunday, July 27, 2008





the week for me are so hectic. i couldnt do much during the OJT training. my mind wasnt on the job. keep thinking of things i would rather not say. was attached to Budget Terminal. The Staff Arrival was an easy job. just have to screen the staff. but of course, having intrusion exercise day by day somehow makes me more focus on my job. hmm... today my off day. tomorrow attached to Terminal 2. hope will not be as bad as i thought. i mean all my other colleagues have been the "real" situation. but as for me, having to screen own staff rather than facing the passenger, dont really know how to face or handle them. hah! sucks. people keep saying and boasting about their encounter during the attachment. for me, wad could i say?.
stand down from T3 office at 1820 hours. went off with farhana to take Train cuz meeting up wif dila(daughter), dilah and chloe. while waiting for them, me and farhana sitting at in front of 7-11 and smoke. i was so frustrated wif other colleagues that i smoke damn alot. and worse.. farhana keep offering me smoke and smoke. siao... one stick after another... waiting for them... i think that one box of cigarettes, me and she can finish up one day sia...
im still waiting for your answer.
for all the waiting and doubtsfulness.
i know somehow, somewhere
it's just a one-sided love.
i know i have to accept the fact.
fact of losing someone like you.
having someone to love;
living in a dream of wanting you badly.
everyone been saying about this.
it giving me this creep.
im beginning to have doubts.
im stressed.
stressed with the way you are....
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