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Friday, August 08, 2008

sorry peepz for the late updating. work have been so hectic. been having back to back flight (means gate to gate non-stop). even though have less than an hour to spend/rest... think it still not enough. im trying to quit smoking, btw.

Life have been so stressful for me. im slowly trying to improving my life. im enjoying every seconds in my workplace. trying to build the bond closer with all the clans... no doubts there will be conflicts along the way. we tried to settle things calmly and slowly. so far... we have been go0d to each other...

i have forget my feelings towards him. i know somehow... this feeling of mine to him will go one day. by keeping my life packed with work, lots and lots of OT, time have heal this wound. by torturing myself to get "black Lungs", i guess it works. haiz... when will this ever right ??



i know i have disappoint you. no words could ever express this regretful feeling of mine. at least u makes me realise that somehow, or rather... there's still someone out there who still cared for me. im sorry i have let you down. im really am. nothing could express my regretness.






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