pissed off. flight was given to my team were fucking sucks. i swear. giving 5am flight for JT(Lion Air) is already a thankful one. but in return, 6.50am flight for CX(Cathay Pacific) was way too bad. already the JT Flight ending at 6.30, waiting for it to push off some more. close gate at 6.40am. rushed all the way from C22 to D42. macam &&^$%$@%^(*)( !!!!!. but my team cool.. we do as we're told to. even though vulgarities flow like running water, we still heed the deployment instruction, unlike other teams. so total 5 flights for the night shift. pheww!~ wad a night shift!~

been doing a lot of thinking recently.

someone ever ask me, "what is ur dream?"

i kept quiet. dun even know what to reply or answer to that question. never ever across my mind about my dream. i was stunned for seconds. what could i say ? my mind was blank at that time. i couldn't think, what's more replying to that particular question.

that someone asked me again "don't you wanna get rich?"

double-stunned. i cant seem to get the answer. what should i say? damn it. never think of any like that before. as for me, as long i have enough money to spend, eat, give my parents, that's enough. i dun ask too much. what for? i thought we must be thankful for all that God have given us. why ask for more? correct me if im wrong, yes, we must think for our future, what we want in our life, but why ask for more if that is given to us? "bersyukur lah dengan ape yang diberiNya"

anyway...

A is in dilemma. A dunno what to do wif her life. B is her Past. C is her Present. A have fallen for C but B have put high hopes on A. C still have not made his decision while B have always ready to sacrifice for A. A is still hoping for C while playing along with B. A is stuck right now. She hoping for C but at the same time, B have loved her all his heart. wad shd A do ?

1. Forget C and move on with B.
2. Tell B that A doesn't love him and stay as friends.
3. Clarify things with C and start all over again.
4. Forget both B and C, and move on .


haiz... pls. vote!





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