Sunday, May 17, 2009
for 3 years i have been waiting for him. and all these years i never really expressed to him how i felt towards him. I've always wanted to tell him how i felt towards him but none of the words ever come out from this mouth. maybe even he is not meant to be mine anyway... and the waiting.... i think doesnt bring out anything..
things have becoming more and more complicated at the workplace. it all seems to be out of hand. hmmm..... maybe even i shouldn't be even feel this way. everything have gone haywire.. the management, the frenship, the trust, everything. haish.... im trying hard not to think of the little things that happen. but couldn't help it ah. thanks god my frenship among Yani and Era have becoming better. we began to be like "us" who we used to. i can see that Yani is happy to see the changes in me. partly because i have started to be the "ain" they both used to know. and for that, its enough for me to be happy at work.
beside that, Yiru (attachment poly student) have been there always since the day she started to team up with me. she have listen alot of my unhappiness this past few weeks. my cry, my smile, all because of her. she have given me something that i should remember her. even though she's younger by 3 years than me, but she did makes a good listening ear. my sorrowness, my happiness, all she knows. what i am now is due to her. i've changed because she gave me this enlighten path for me to think wiser than im used to.
not forgetting Zie & Nazri, who always been there when i needed someone. no matter late at night, early in the morning, they are always there to listen. i feel great after "this period" of unhappiness that happen. even though its hanging somehow, but i couldn't be bothered. like what Nazri always said, just be ignorant to these kind of people. they are not worth the frenship...
and at last, i've updated my bloggie... work have been busy for me. sorry to keep u guys waiting...
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