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Monday, May 18, 2009

i dunno where to start. no doubts, my love for both of them are priceless. nothing can measure my love and concern towards both of them. i dunno how to show them this concern towards both of them. sometimes things doesn't goes the way i wanted it to be. but, why they just can't understand. being the youngest among the three of us, it always me who feel this way. or maybe im t0o paranoid or wad? i dunno. i feel unsecured everytime we are together. do they really took me as their sister? or am i the only one who think that way? i'm at my lose end. sometimes i just can't fight this feeling. its like.... they're hiding something from me. my instinct are always true. or i shouldn't even think of that? everytime they are talking to each other, when i come, they either keep quiet OR start talking about other things. Damn it !~ i could feel it! am i stupid to hang on to this friendship of mine with them? i love both of them as my sis. at work, only both of them can entertain my attitude. sucks!!

i miss those times...

i want the old YANI!
i want the old ERA!

can't they just understand me?

here i'm trying hard to change my ways...
for what Yani always wanted me to change to the old AIN.
i'm trying....
for real...






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